He loves me.
Again.
Gah!
So, here's the deal...James is one of my best friends...and he has had a crush on me since we met. Which, you know, I was stupid enough not to realize until, hmm, let's see, NOVEMBER! And we've known each other three years! He is so obvious about his crushes, but I guess I had that, "It'll never be me." mentality.
Ever since he professed his love for me to our mutual best friend Danny and I happened to overhear, it has messed everything up! He is never in it just for the thrill of a crush, or the lust of it all, he is in it for freaking MARRIAGE! Which is why he hasn't let go of me yet! And he moves around from girl-to-girl that stupid me thought it was over.
But no.
Apparantly even my attempt to take him down while we swung dance didn't work.
So yes, we got in a fight the other night because he isn't going to our school next year, and guess what he ends up IMing me last night?
me: Hey, so, what have you been trying to convey to me over texts the last few nights?
James: ok i will transfer:
ummm im really sry im leaving ... cause i really do love you... and i feel really crappy about leaving... but it seems like the right thing to do right now... i want to stay with you but i cant.. and now im really sad because ill never get over you ... and it makes me happy... i really do love to love you but then i have to say goodbye and it hurts... thats why im so sincere about coming back every couple days... cause i dont ever want to let you go
thats all of it
:)
me: um, wow. That is really, really sweet. um, thank you.
James: i almost cried sending it
So, not only do I have a best friend who loves me and has for forever, but he loves me so much he almost CRIED over going to a school that's half-an-hour away. Seriously, this crush needs to be crushed (or squashed, or whatever)! That is, as delicately as possible. Though that hasn't worked the past few times.
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wow..... thats intense..... i know how that feels because my best friend also loves me like that.... he told me before and after that it hasnt been the same between me and him..... i mean i love him as a friend and all but not as a bf.... that ship sailed a long time ago.....
But yea about the post you wrote earlier if you really do want to know what he did here it goes.... well me and him werent together for new years eve and i went to a party with some of my friends.... and he went to another and he hooked up with another girl..... and didnt tell me his best friend told me.... and then i gave him a second chance and then he smashed that when he tried getting with my best friend... she told me but he lied saying that it never happened and me and him broke up.... yea thats the basics of why i broke up with him and dont want him back... o and he called me a slut the whole time me and him were together....
Wow! He sounds like a real jerk! I am glad you're away from him now! You sooooo deserve better. Seriously.
thanx... he was such a jerk.... but me and his best friend were close because we talked all the time... me and my ex went weeks without talking...... he was a jerk and im glad that im not with him anymore....
me too!